
In October
of 2008 I attended my first Cosmic Cowgirl event. It was the Bountiful Conference and really I
had no idea what attending that one conference would lead to and how it would
alter my future. Now it wasn’t like
everything fell into perfect place and I immediately began to follow my true
purpose. There were some bumps along the
way, in fact on my 40th birthday in April of 2009 some news made me
feel that my world was crashing down around me and there were some very tough
days from that point forward. Yet, even
through that year, which was one of my own dark nights of the soul, Cosmic
Cowgirls was one of the things that sustained me. It was a combination of both the amazing
women I had met, but also just knowing that something like Cosmic Cowgirls
could even exist. I was sustained by
knowing that there were women from around the country and even overseas, who
were connecting and creating a circling tribe full of artistic, creative,
passionate, loving, inspiring, kick-up-their-boots hootin’ and hollerin’
kick-ass wild women.

I have
learned so much from the classes I have taken with Cosmic Cowgirls. One of the biggies is about the power of
intention. In 2010 as things in my life
were healing and as I delved back into participating more with Cosmic Cowgirls
I attended the member conference and then I took the class called A Year of
Great Promise. Meeting in person with
some sister Cosmic Cowgirls was good for the soul and during our time together
we contemplated what we wanted to declare for that year. What I ended up declaring for myself was that
2010 was the Year of Passionately
Embracing My Soul’s Creative Calling.
We also shared something we were going to release and my personal
declaration was “I release perfection and embrace myself with Grace and
Love.” We created collages and special
containers to hold our dreams and goals for ourselves for the year. The course called A Year of Great Promise
was really powerful and by the time the course ended I had about a 15 page
document that detailed my vision for myself and the life I want to lead.
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| The art collage I created in 2010. |
Somehow in
the beginning of 2011 I did not make a statement for the year and now I see
that I was pressing forward with continuing as I did in 2010 to embrace my
creative calling. I joined the Cosmic Cowgirls 6 month long Leading A
Legendary Life course in 2011, which was a big dream for me. Again the work completed led me to feel more
confident in my artistic abilities and to gain more clarity on the personal
legend I am creating.
A week ago
when I pulled out the letter I had written to myself back in 2010 I knew
immediately what my 2012 declaration would be and without hesitation I said to
myself 2012 is the year of completion
and new beginnings. I love the
clarity that I have this year, but don't be disheartened if that is not the case for you. It can actually be fun and interesting to
still be in the place of figuring it out and exploring what you are wishing for
to happen next.
As I write
this Mojo Monday post I am realizing that I have not yet considered if there is
something I wish to release and embrace this year. The first thing that comes to mind is the
fretting I have done over friendship these past few years. I experienced some shifts in friendships that
put me through a great deal of distress for a few years. I think it has taken this much time to get to
this place and makes it possible for me to say that I release those former connections with great love and I embrace
knowing deep in my soul that though I am imperfect and may make mistakes I am a
loving and good hearted friend who cares and loves deeply and never intentionally
hurts others.
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| My letter I wrote to myself in 2010. |
Before I bid
2011 goodbye I will write myself a letter and I will create a new piece of art
that will represent my intentions for the new year.
Consider what your heart and soul
wishes for you in the new year.
Join me in making your own declaration
and then make the time to go through your own creative process of expressing
that declaration.
Maybe you want to create a collage or
paint the vision you hold for yourself.
Another possibility is to write a poem or take some photographs that
capture your intentions.
Also is there something you wish to
release and in turn embrace?
I hope you’ll share your new year
declaration and your plans for releasing and embracing.
If you need time to think it through, explore
it this week and come back and share what arises for you.
One other great lesson I have learned
is that there is great power in speaking aloud one’s intentions. One can gain strength from sharing such
things within a community or a circle.
I
offer that this is a great place to be witnessed and heard.
With Love and In Support of Your Intentions,
Michelle (aka Red and Ida Shine!)
Some other things to explore as you ponder your dreams and goals:
Oprah’s January issue that is just about to hit the stands has a great article by Martha Beck called You Can See Clearly Now.
She takes readers through a clarifying process of really determining
what one wants. She breaks it down into the four P’s: Pushback,
Possibilities, Preferences and Pinpointing. In the simplest terms
Pushback involves figuring out what you don’t want. Martha describes it
as the “bitch and moan” portion that allows you to figure out that you
no longer what to do such and such or no longer want to be with so and
so. The next step of Possibilities involves beginning to use your
imagination to see past what is no longer working for you. She
describes Preferences as being the place where you start to notice which
possibilities leave you feeling intrigued, curious, and a bit lighter.
When you get to the Pinpoint part this is when you are finally reaching
clarity on exactly what you want. You are envisioning it and can then
set your intentions on achieving it.

There is a great book called Strengths Finder 2.0
by Tom Rath. I was given this book a several years ago by the
fost-adoption agency I have worked for for nearly 8 years now. When you
buy the book new there is a sealed envelope in the back that when
opened provides you with a key to enter into an on-line personality
test. I was really blown away by the accuracy of the results. The exam
identifies your strengths and can be a tool for some people to use in
seeking their path in life.
Lastly for fun you can always check your numerology and see what personal year
you happen to be leaving and which one you are about to gain entry to
in 2012. Supposedly
we go through 9 year life cycles. 2011 was a 9 year for me which means
I am at the end of a cycle. Entering into a 1 year in 2012 means I am
embarking on a new cycle. A common description of a 9 year is that this
is your year to finish up all unfinished business, to clean house and
make room for new things. In short the 1 year is described as follows: You
are starting a new nine year Epicycle. Everything you do now will
affect your future. Do not hold back the inner force of creation. Be
direct, daring, bold. You will have more confidence and determination
this year, particularly in comparison with last year, which was a time
of letting go. This year represents a time of birth. It's a time to take
charge and to apply yourself to your dream.
Two sites that offer free numerology readings can be found here:
http://cafeastrology.com/numerology2/
http://www.tarot.com/numerology/getreport.php?feature=h-ln-numerology-prodlist&state=ENTRY&chartId=9&